"Rivers know this: There is no hurry, we shall get there some day."
Just got back from the gig, was flipppppin cool. But i've come back feeling weird. Its the one thing about being in a big venue with tons of people, you have the perfect opportunity to people watch. Just watch people living their lives, making mistakes, making friends, making enemies, mixing drinks and smoking cigarettes. And you just wonder - what's their deal. Not to sound pretentious but, WHO ARE THEY? Who do they wanna be, who do they idolise, why are they wearing those clothes, do they really believe the things they're saying, do they like the music they paid R60 to listen to?
This time in our lives, the time when we're studying things we don't understand fully, falling in and out of love, its both the best and the worst time. There are so many things out there to push and pull you in different directions, and sometimes its not clear what path you're supposed to be headed down. Coming to cape town, I thought I was gonna get here and instantly realise who chap was, and what I was meant to be doing with my life. Yoh, at the moment everything is so confusing, it almost doesn't feel like i'm gonna get through all this bullshit. I don't wanna sound pretentious, because there must be people out there feeling the same way. I hope, flip it would suck if i'm the only one! There's no use in having plans, because there'll always be something there to change them.
Because life doesn't care about your plans. You've just gotta go with it.
chap.
I like too many things and get all confused and hung-up running from one falling star to another till I drop. This is the night, what it does to you. I had nothing to offer anybody except my own confusion.
ReplyDelete~ Jack Kerouac, On The Road
at least I'm not the only one!
ReplyDeleteshot for following chap dude :)